And then that blends into weeks?
And you don't know what time it is.
Or how long you've been awake.
You don't know what to do to help you sleep,
you don't know if you WANT to sleep.
You don't remember how to sleep or if you can,
you're like a walking zombie at school.
Taking everything in, not talking to very many people.
Noticing all the details that no one ever notices.
Is that good or bad?
Details are good, but if you have to go to the lengths of
sleep deprivation to see them, is it a good thing?
Everyone knows you can't sleep,
but not very many people know why.
You're scared that if they knew why,
you'd have to talk about it.
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Sleep, stay awake, talk about it.
You dread doing any choice.
You just wish it would end.
You just want to sleep.